Friday, February 1, 2008

4 the most part...

How does one start! 4 four years most, if not everyone who ever believes that education is key, spends it in an institution and now, thousands of miles away from home and familiarity, with different people. You form bonds and you do what you can. And finally you graduate... being fed stories of unemployment and general discontent you try to stay in the place where graduated coz after all what? It is the land of opportunity.
After months and months of looking, dealing with people who just seem too busy to call you back to even let you know that they received your resume, being unable to even renew a drivers license, able to file the necessary paperworks to try to begin a life in which you see yourself succeeding but then being told that because of some obvious question on one of the forms with an even more obvious answer you have been rejected and now have to pay double to become a productive member of a society that is not bothered with you because they are bothered with themselves and with issues that are blind-sided with rich people talking at them with facts that make no sense...and oh.. here starts the rambling.. well, it is a blog, thats what blogs do.
Im almost 23 going on 123, as each day passes I find myself less excited about the day.
(back to the story) So you struggle on, day in and day out, in a pit. Yearning for some sort of excitement... should i start a hobby, should i start a blog... who wants really to be bombarded with words and whining from an immigrant! Ahhh 4 the most part, I am not one in a million, all my friends never thought they would be so stuck, it seems it is true.. a friend once told me that, confusion is the best way to bring out yourself...find a creative way to solve your problem. A shot of optimism in a bombardment of pessimism. Even the Anamaniacs said "dont be a dope, don't loose hope". Like millions of other people that feel as though they have something to say... I do too.. not all the time.. there are so many things I wish I could do.
The life of an African Woman, who finds herself in the United States (how original) trying to become apart of a business dominated by men because for some strange reason, she involuntarily accepted the lie that it would be easier here than anywhere else on the planet. Was watch top 20 most shocking unsolved cases and for the case of the missing about to be first year college student, who disappeared in aruba, the lady from CNN says along the lines of, we must be aware of the dangers Americans face when traveling oversees... mmmm I wondered.. what dangers the rest of us face when traveling in America. What arrogance.